sometimes i feel that there is something wrong , maybe I'm being too straight forward .
To Dawn , i know one day or the other , you'll will sure read this . You like him but he can't be bothered . why waste time thinking about it when you can move on and enjoy your life , you will text me about him and all , and when i tell u to move on , you will just emo and all , your emo-ness really make me feel guilty . when i try to cheer you up , you'll still emo . you even cry for him , he is like so not worth your tears . the best part is you both aren't friends , so why talk about love when you both are not even FRIENDS . reading your and his horoscope wont help you and all . so its better if you don't tell me anything about him cos the only thing i can tell you is to move on .
To _____ , i know things have not been so good since march holidays as we have not met and all , well it's isn't your fault , I've made you mad and all , I'm sorry and I'll try changing yeah , there are some stuff I've still not told you , i just need time . I'm sooo glad to have you in my life and i hope will just stay as happy together as before , Love you (:
i feel like a sandwich in class , i have a group of Malay friends and a group of Chinese friends (including Ananthiy and Felicia) . since both the Chinese and Malay girls can't get along , i have a hard time mixing around , i don't want the Chinese girls to think that I'm supporting the Malay girls and i don't want the Malay girls to think I'm helping the Chinese girls . i don't wanna get involved in all this fights , its out last year together , can't we like be united as one like the guys , they have no problem mixing around .
lastly , I'm gonna try staying home more and going out less , must stop spending my money and all . Will spend more time with all my friends during June holidays (:
that's all for now , gonna go temple in the evening with Jasvin . It's my grandfather 21st death anniversary , RIP grandpa , though i've never seen you before , i've heard alot about you . LOVE YOU ! (: