I'm turning 16 in three months and seven days . In this fifteen years , eight months and twenty-four days , My life have really changed in many ways .
- Family -
Sometimes i wonder , how my life will be if I was living with both my parents . I bet it'll be typical . Look at daddy's side , NO COMMENTS . The only modern family from my daddy's side is Mishay's family . Mummy's side is where the wild ones are born . Out of 15 cousins , 12 of us are the ones who club . If I look at daddy's side , only 2 of my cousins club . Wait ! they don't know how to club ! Though both of my parents are alive , I only feel mummy is alive . I always got and always have been getting mummy's love . Daddy and me are worlds apart . We are like complete strangers but he's like holding on the title of a father . Since the day my family went their separate ways , My brothers and I were no longer accepted from daddy's side . Only one of my uncle (Mishay's dad) loves us and accepted us as his own which we are thankful for . And because of that , Mishay and I are SUPER CLOSE ! Speaking about family , I MISS BALVIN ALOTTTTT ! Though my family and cousins can be super possessive , but I think it's for my own future . Though I do feel that i don't have any freedom , By looking at the long run , It's all worth it .
- Friends -
We all have friends who will stick by us . We also have friends who will leave us one day . I've learnt something from friendship . The people leave us for a reason . The reason is to let other people come into out lives . There is no time for regrets . All we can do is to move on . There is no point cursing and crying . We can learn something from the impact they leave us with . We can simply put the blame on the person who left us , but we have to also lo0k at what we have done that made the person leave us . I'm thankful to those who always been my side , For accepting me the way I am . (: I'm counting down to DECEMBERRRRRR ! Kevin , Ashley , Ashveer and Alisa are coming back for their vacation break .
- Myself -
Coming into this world might not have been the greatest thing but I've learnt to accept things around me . People can be a bitch . My brothers and I are somehow showing others that a single parent can really raise his/her children up like everyone else . I'm gonna prove that a girl who has a single parent can go far in life too so that all the people who have looking down will shut up . Oh yeah , to prove those LOSERS who think ITE suck . I seriously don't know whats happening to me . I'm confused . I don't wanna hurt anyone nor disappoint them . Can't make things complicated anymore . I've to make a decision after my N's .
Fasting month has start , so is the hungry ghost . Canteen is so not gonna be back . Gonna be going recess with Tien Teck for a month since the rest are fasting . Wayne might join us too (:
