Wednesday, March 31, 2010 { 2:23 PM }

sometimes i feel that there is something wrong , maybe I'm being too straight forward .

To Dawn ,
i know one day or the other , you'll will sure read this . You like him but he can't be bothered . why waste time thinking about it when you can move on and enjoy your life , you will text me about him and all , and when i tell u to move on , you will just emo and all , your emo-ness really make me feel guilty . when i try to cheer you up , you'll still emo . you even cry for him , he is like so not worth your tears . the best part is you both aren't friends , so why talk about love when you both are not even FRIENDS . reading your and his horoscope wont help you and all . so its better if you don't tell me anything about him cos the only thing i can tell you is to move on .

To _____ ,
i know things have not been so good since march holidays as we have not met and all , well it's isn't your fault , I've made you mad and all , I'm sorry and I'll try changing yeah , there are some stuff I've still not told you , i just need time . I'm sooo glad to have you in my life and i hope will just stay as happy together as before , Love you (:

i feel like a sandwich in class , i have a group of Malay friends and a group of Chinese friends (including Ananthiy and Felicia) . since both the Chinese and Malay girls can't get along , i have a hard time mixing around , i don't want the Chinese girls to think that I'm supporting the Malay girls and i don't want the Malay girls to think I'm helping the Chinese girls . i don't wanna get involved in all this fights , its out last year together , can't we like be united as one like the guys , they have no problem mixing around .

lastly , I'm gonna try staying home more and going out less , must stop spending my money and all . Will spend more time with all my friends during June holidays (:

that's all for now , gonna go temple in the evening with Jasvin . It's my grandfather 21st death anniversary , RIP grandpa , though i've never seen you before , i've heard alot about you . LOVE YOU ! (:

Monday, March 29, 2010 { 4:08 PM }

i'm tired of arguing , can't we like jus accept each other they way we are
i don't wanna change myself , i love the way i am , and i don't wanna change into someobody that i'm not . I wanna have the freedom of doing the stuff that i usually do . i hope you understand .

Sunday, March 28, 2010 { 4:29 PM }

Saturday was a super duper awesome day !

left my house around 5.30pm and went to the bookshop nearby and bought markers for the guestbook , took taxi with grandmother , aunt and mummy and reached Khalsa by 6 . got the stuff ready and all , then saw Kal's friend Alvin car , damnnn cool car . Met Jasvin and soon people started coming, did the guestbook and all . Amrit arrived about 8.30 , did his entrance and all . had performance , i didn't perform but will be performing on DECEMBER .


so yeah , had dinner , Video Montage , Amrit's Birthday Speech , cake cutting , Yam Seng , Sabo of Birthday Boy , NS boys Sabo , dancefloor and so on . danced with cousins , and there is this random guy , we are friends but i dont really know his name . All i know tat he is Alvin's brother .

So i was the so called 'camera girl' , haha, got bullied by the NS guys while they were taking pic for them . didn't drink much , finally mummy came and gave me vodka , damnn refreshingg :D

After the party ended , all the cousins and friends went to Mumbai Underground to PARTY , it was FULL HOUSE and we had a blast . had black label with coke . danced with cousins like nobody business , we even chased the dancers away from the stage . haha

Saw Sunny there , but we didn't talk as he was busy , and i didn't recognise Ram ! after Mumbai , we were suppose to go pasir panjang , but we were all tired so went back home .

Saturday, March 27, 2010 { 2:29 PM }

Thursday, March 25, 2010 { 11:12 PM }

SUPER BORED right nowww !

I've been slackin even more , cannt study properly also .
gonna study at home more often i guess , must go out less .
mummy say i'm spending too much of money already ( agreed )
tomorrow TRAINING , gonna go bishan
Saturday , Cousin 21st ! :D

To D___ ,
Don't be sad kay , i'll always be there for you and and forget whatever happen today .

23/03/2010 23:48:07 :D
love you ! :D

Tuesday, March 23, 2010 { 8:54 PM }

I was flipping my notebook and i found many random thoughts i wrote down about life and many other stuff , it is like some reflection of my life .

MSN is screwed . :S not many people are online . my msn is working perfectly alright (:

Tomorrow will be staying back , wanna watch sayang's malay dance , after the short npcc trainning , i'll head to the hall to have fun ! :D

Seems like we're not gonna talk , i'm not gonna start talking first . so lets see how long can we not talk .

{ 5:35 PM }


today recess was fun (: Dawn had duty so i accompanied her . so practically I was carrying my bag since it was CPA the period before , i kept where my sayang was sitting, then asked her to take care . I was so lazy to patrol around till Me and Dawn was standing and talking to Siti and sayang . Alisa and me were crapping for 10 mins before i decide to go to the hall .

After school , slacked with sayang , Hanis , Shafiq and some girl . Alisa , Rachael and Jannah joined too . I finished reading Love in the corner pocket . (: awesome story . waited for Dawn then went to mac to eat with Rachael and Dawn and headed down to the library .

Borrowed this book called 'Indie Girl' . the story is quite interesting (:

I have my Math homework to complete and suddenly don't feel like going grandmother house for dinner , wanna watch channel 5 and plans to sleep by 10pm ?

Blog more later , wanna go take my nap (:

Monday, March 22, 2010 { 6:35 PM }

Friday, March 19, 2010 { 9:05 PM }

Name: Kulvin Kaur
Age: 15
School: Queensway Secondary School
Nationality: Singaporean
Hobbies: Sleeping , Babbysitting , Dancing , Netball , Soccer , Swimming , Shopping

Love Life:
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Not yet .
Do you like someone?: Yes .
Does anyone like you?: Yes .
Have you ever kissed anyone?: Yes .
Hugged anyone in the past week?: YES LA YES .


Friendships:
Who is your best friend(s)?: WEILING , AMIRA , DAWN , HON BOON , MISHAY
How long have you known them?: About Weiling 10 years , Mishay 14 years , the rest ar about 2-3 years .
Where did you meet them?: Primany and Secondary School , Mishay is my cousin (:
Did you lose any friends this year?: Nope .
Gain any?: Yeaps .
Meet a special friend?: Yeaps .
Did you hang out with any friends in the past week?: Yeaps .

2010 (Valentines Day):
Did you have a Valentine?: Nope .
Did you send out any cards/chocolates/etc?: Nope .
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend on this day?: No .

2009 (Halloween):
Did you go trick or treating?: No .
If so, who did you go with?: nope .
Did you dress up?: Nope .
Was it fun?: NOOO !

2009 (Christmas):
Who did you spend it with?: went out with Harwin , Reshvin and Avinash
Did Santa come to your house?: FAT HOPE .
Did you stay up until midnight on Christmas Eve?: can't remember .

2009 (Your Birthday):
Who did you spend it with?:Family .
What did you do?: Went Hospital , Mustafa and stayed at Harwin's house .
What did you get? $$ , Montage , ear ring , handphone chain , hugs , kisses and lots of b'day wishes ! (:
When is it?: 18 November .

Have You Evers:
[x] Kissed someone
[x] Hugged someone
[ ] Electricuted yourself
[ ] Climbed more than 60 feet
[ ] Made a Youtube video
[x] Lied to a loved one
[x] Had a nosebleed
[x] Gotten airsick
[x] Been so bored, you just ate food
[ ] Not brushed your teeth for a day
[ ] Not showered for a day
[x] Eaten Korean BBQ
[x] Drank alchohol
[] Smoked
[ ] Tried drugs
[ ] Had sex
[x] Had a pet
[] Ran a marathon
[x] Had a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] Punched someone

Name 5 things you would like to say to people (without naming their names):
1. I Love you ! :D
2. you'll always be my 3-in-1 no matter wad !
3. miss you .
4. Get well soon !
5. so gonna go shopping with you real soon !

Name 4 people you can trust with anything:
1. Amira
2. Weiling
3. Dawn
4.Mishay
(ps ; there are still names of ppl who i really trust )

Name 3 things you really want:
1. Peace .
2. Happiness .
3. $$$ to shop all i want ! :D

Name 2 people you’ve known the longest (not counting family):
1. Weiling
2. Gavin

Name 1 wish you have for 2010:
Live my life to the fullest !

5 Do’s:
1. Do you play any instruments?: nope .
2. Do you play any sports?: used to .
3. Do you believe in 2012?: Nope .
4. Do you like cheese?: a lil .
5. Do you honestly like Obama?: YESSS ! :D

4 If’s:
1. If you were to get $1 Million for breaking up with your boyfriend/girlfriend (if you have one), would you? NO i wont , haha
2. If you were to get $50,000 for killing a rat, would you?: Yes !! :D
3. If you were to choose between your best friend and your brother/sister, who would you choose?: ummmm , brothers ?
4. If you were to choose between coke/pepsi or sprite/7up, which would you choose?: Coke .

3 How’s:
1. How old do you want to be when you get married?: dunno leh , might nt even plan to get married .
2. How many siblings do you have?: 2 .
3. How did your Christmas go (2009)?: Fine i guess .

2 When’s:
1. When did you have your first kiss?: last yr ?
2. When did you last have a piece of cake?: 15 Feb .

1 What:
1. What do you really want to achieve in life?: Worthwhile. When i look back, i just want to assure myself that whatever i did was really worth it.

{ 11:50 AM }

it's funny when you see you guys coming back in my life and act like nothing happened .
asking me out , texting me , chatting online etc , do you really think i will forget the past ?
there is no way i'm gonna give you guys a second , third or fourth chance in my life .
WE'RE ONLY FRIENDS , AND IT WILL NEVER BE MORE THAN THAT !

Wednesday, March 17, 2010 { 10:45 PM }

i don't know how to put this into words , I'm just not ready for any relationships , and i don't want this decision to spoil friendship . To me , our friendship comes first , i really treasure you and don't wanna lose a friend like you no matter what happens . i don't wanna be formal to you , i want to have the fun , laughter conversations and messages that we used to have . I'm sorry if I've hurt you directly or indirectly .

Tuesday, March 16, 2010 { 5:00 PM }

Thurs-Monday was SUPER FUN FUN FUN !



Thursday was more of the preparations and all and practised the dance .



Friday - Woke up about 7 plus , cleared the house a lil , prepared for the oil ceremony , everyone came and most of them were asking about mummy . everything ended by 2-3 pm . quickly cleared all the mess , everyone took turns to shower and went to the saloon to do our hair . went back to do our make up and went to SKA . Saw alot of familiar faces and met lots of new people . daddy and aunty introduced some people who knew me and i had no idea who they were . our performance was the rocking one ! (: danced with my cousins and aunt like nobody business . (: the fun came to a stop around 11 plus .went back and had a nice sleep .



Saturday - Woke up at 9 plus and cleaned the house with my cousins . had a very late lunch , then started preparing for the wedding and reception stuff . In the evening , aunty , uncle and cousins came over for awhile . At night Jasvin and I went to do the last minute shopping and bought dinner home . slept around 2 plus , and woke up around 5 plus

Sunday - took my shower and read news paper , got ready around 6 plus and left about 7 plus . reached temple , saw uncle , aunt and cousins there . took lots of pics . after the wedding , we went to SKA for lunch . went home with brother , got ready and all and went GL hotel for the wedding reception . i was the only one wearing a short gown , alot of people were looking and all , but didn't really care and all , had dinner , took pics , talk and all and finally the dance floor opened . danced all the way . daddy made me dance with him , that was the most weird thing uh . PAISEH sia ! after it ended , met Gurvinder (friend) , Harminder (G's brother) , Daniel and afew more Cousin sent me home and all .



during the whole wedding period , G kept looking at me , felt abit weird but who cares (:



Monday - HRC

damnn tiring , slacky and fun . after HRC went home got ready and left to cousin house , was kinda boring so came home early and slept at 12 and woke up at 4 pm . (:

Thursday, March 11, 2010 { 9:17 AM }

Mix feelings are gone ,
had a blast from Mon-wed . to today till sun will be fun and tiring .
hopefully , monday will be a good day too , HRC :S

i miss someone very very very very much ,
and i love someone very very very much too ):

Sunday, March 7, 2010 { 8:28 PM }

My life is almost perfect/wonderful/awesome etc
but there is something that is missing ,
its killing me , and i cant seem to figure out .

MIX FEELINGSSSS .

Saturday, March 6, 2010 { 12:13 AM }

I CHANGED TO A TEMP PHONE , I MIGHT NOT HAVE SOME PPL NUMBER AS I DID NOT UPDATE MY SIM CONTACTS

PS; this only goes out to ppl who gave me their number THIS YEAR

Friday, March 5, 2010 { 11:11 PM }

While waiting for my phone to get fully charged and go to bed , I shall BLOG

school have been great , life has been AWESOMEEEE !
as i've been saying , time is passing real fast .
i jus want to sleeeppppppp for a monthhhhhh !
not to mention , N Levels , its like in a few months time .

I spend over $200 for shoppingggg ,
NASI GORENG BELACAN is awesomeeeeeeeeeeee ! Spicy and salty , but still , NICEEE ! :D
tmr wont come online and blogg , gonna go cousin hse and stay , gonna practice the dance and all .


12-14 March nt free , cousin wedding .

March Holidays -

Mon (15 March) - HRC
Tue (16 March) - No plans yet
Wed (17 March) - ''
Thurs(18 March) - Babysitting
Fri(19 March) - ''
Sat ( 20 March) - ''
Sun (21 March) - ''

so far if I'm not wrong uh , this is my Plans for NOW , if wanna make plans , text me . Preferred to have a GROUP outing , will save time and all (: , try to understand uh . TEXT me to make PLANS . TYVM ! :D

ohohoh , tmr i won't be coming online and all , TEXT me if got anything (:

XOXO ,
KULVIN ! (:

{ 9:15 PM }

Finding out more secrets from all my friends ,
didn't know i left out soooo much .

seriously , mix feelings are still going onnnn ! ):

Wednesday, March 3, 2010 { 11:30 PM }

my emotions are taking control of my life ,
i can't think , i can't decide

Ps; dont bother asking me what happen and stuff , TYVM !

{ 5:11 PM }

I wish i had the power to see the future ,
to be sure that everthing is gonna be alright .
Now i sit and wonder how will we be like in the future ,
will be still be together or moving on with our own lives.

I REALLY WAN THE TIME TO SLOW DOWNNNNN !

Its already MARCHHHH ! omgggg !

Tuesday, March 2, 2010 { 9:54 PM }

PS ; hazel was talking on her phone , it looked like she was talking to herself . the rest of the video is super random (:

{ 7:59 PM }

Living my life to the fullest ,
time is passing fast ,
I want to control the time ,
I jus wanna make things even more perfect ! ♥


Math Test - dont even wanna talk about it (:
Laughing Gas - no more already , so managed to study
Math lesson - "I am a HUMAN ! , i have emotions too . i need encouragement , I am nt a ROBOT ! I am a HUMAN ! " - Mr Leong WY


sometimes i dun feel lile blogging , i chat , text and read more often . && i wont be sharing much of my personal life here (:

I'm CRAVING for the fried riceeeee me and dawn made !